January 21, 2018

I’m a big analyzer of my own thoughts. Maybe that’s what makes me such an introvert — I’m constantly in my own head having conversations. If I experience a new emotion or a new way of thinking (aka my life now) I’m imm...

December 31, 2017

Dear 2017,

Some days I wish I could stomp on your shadow 

And curse you 365 times over 

But I’d be lying if I said saying goodbye was easy

What pain you brought my heart 

But what love you allowed in 

What you gave and what...

November 24, 2017

Yesterday was Thanksgiving. It looked so much different than the dreams that rolled out in my mind for those 9 months Sage grew inside me. I had envisioned what this holiday season would be. What it would mean. How it...

November 16, 2017

I'll be honest. I was ANGRY with God in the beginning. I would be filled with blurry rage when I thought of Him after Sage's death —I didn't understand how this could be happening. It was a completely new feeling for m...

November 16, 2017

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As my friends wake up, like a smooth kiss on the head their season greets them

& Here I lie afraid to open my eyes

I don’t want to wake up here again

I don’t want the mess of grief to greet me and roll...

October 29, 2017

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 My heart has never felt so heavy 

I am present in every beat

They're lengthy

They're tired 

Effort lies within them these days

My chest feels tight

My stomach drops low

It twists when I remember you're gone


October 27, 2017

It’s taken me some time to find the right words for this post. Or maybe I’ll be a bit more honest and say I never thought in my wildest dreams that this would be the post I was writing. But here it goes…

October 4th, 20...

September 14, 2017

We had our pictures taken the other week [by John Policarpio] and the day we got them back was an ultrasound day. Those are normally the hardest days for us because we're yet again being reminded of our precious girls...

July 13, 2017

Coming into this year I felt so strongly that God was speaking something over mine and Ryan's 2017. I journaled it, as I do most things I feel are significant, and at the time I had no idea what the year 2017 held. (CL...

June 15, 2017

I'm staring at my keyboard now, wishing my fingers would just type and figure out the right words on the way, but I'm frozen. So much to say, but so little words. I've been a bit MIA for the last few months, especially...

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